Gotta say, simply, I doubt it. Nobody who has done those things would ever allow, much less admit to, what you did earlier in the thread.
If you've coached, you know how important effort is at ALL levels ... because THAT'S a big part of what you're teaching! You've boiled inside watching a ref mail it in. You've worried about yours and others when an official either loses, or fails to assume, some semblance of control.
I'll ask you this ...
The day you mailed it in, how many people thought you did a "damned good job"? Hell, even if you fooled THEM, how did you feel?
Again, the word is pride.
Get some.